2017 : New Leaf

Of 2016, I may conclude my life as ‘Freedom’. Despite of all the hardships I went through, I realized my heart was at ease. I could do whatever I wanted to do, I got several good jobs with valuable experiences even though at last I decided to stop relying my talents to others; and jumped into my own small business seriously. 

The most important is, I don’t have to think about study and exams! :D Tell me is there another joy than that?

Oh before I forgot, let me clarify this as some people keep asking me about my study before.

I quit my study in Degree of Computer Science (Security) last year due to my health problems. I was on my final year already that time. I know I should feel regretted just like how those who asked me felt; but to be honest I don’t feel that. (Some of them also mocked at me having only SPM certification as my mom was graduated from the oversea twenty years back.)

PS: I don’t need that kind of face you give me now because of the reasons anyway.

I was so free this year I can’t never enough be thankful for. But because of the parcel I got last month; my life turns upside down. I don’t have chance to say no, I feel like I was trapped between my own desire and parent’s hope. All my upcoming plans and actions were like; Puff!  And they are all gone.

I know I should still be grateful for getting that offer. Moreover, as we are struggling to keep living in this ‘heart-wrecked’ economy, no people would say no once they got a chance to work with the government. No?

I feel happy deep inside, though. The competition was very tough.  I was late for half an hour on that interview day , I didn’t even knew who is our health minister, or the background of Ministry of Health. Even so they asked me about political views; all I replied was, ‘I come here to get interviewed about what I’m going to study, what I am capable of, not about politics.’

And when they asked me of why I choose medical lab, not MA like the others; I got them to the point: I don’t like working with people. I prefer getting mad with machines or me alone. (Maybe that is why they give me chance to study Diploma in Pharmacy haha.)

It sounded harsh, I know. That was why I told mom, don’t be too hopeful with the result. I intentionally turned down government people. And of course she was mad. Herher.

All and all, I know Allah is planning something greater in front. And maybe the offer was one of my prayers He granted—to continue my study when I’m healthy enough.

I don’t really like it as I already got my passion in doing business, but I trust Him. I just need time to sit down and sort everything out again. How my future is going to be, what I will achieve, how I’m going to make it happen, bla bla bla yada yada yada.

The very first thing I should be aware of; I have to make sure I don’t have to pay back RM110K to the government. *gloomy*

If by accepting the offer makes mom smiling back, I will do it. Although I have to crawl, hurting myself again and again, I have to make sure I succeed. I literally shouldn’t always follow my heart; this youth heart sometimes just keep wavering you know. Pft.

Allah put me in this kind of situation, I believe He surely will guide me through. He is the only one who never breaks His promises.

Be thankful for everything you do and do not get, never stop trusting in Him. He only gives the best for us.

“If you are grateful, I will surely increase you (in favors)…”- Ibrahim; 7

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2017 Financial Planner [FREE PRINTABLES]

I used up my whole day creating this printable. Phewhh.. 

Sebelum ni saya jotted down all the expenses dalam buku dan MS Excel je. Senang seems kita boleh set formula terus kat Excel and tak perlu dah fikir kira-kira. Tapi leceh juga kadang-kadang nak buka laptop bagai just untuk update the expenses. Heuheu. 

PS: Printable yang saya buat ni lebih sesuai untuk golongan bujang dan masih belajar. Dan bersaiz A6.

Front Cover

Tutorial Mudah Insert Midori

Minggu ni minggu clearance, jadinya banyak la menda-menda yang selama ni tak dijumpai bertemu kembali. Lulz.

Anyway, kemas-kemas rumah tadi, terjumpa satu fail yang saya dah tebuk cantik dah segala kertas A4 dan tabs nya, tapi sebab jenis saya ni cepat bosan, jadi banyaklah menda-menda yang tak sepatutnya saya buat (masa time tengah semangat dulu) akhirnya jadi satu pembaziran.

Vision

'Your brain gets smart but your head gets down,
So much to do, so much to see,
So what's wrong with thinking about dreams?

You never know if you dont go,
You never shine if you dont glow! '

- Shrek OST

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The dreams may seem like how Shrek laughed to the fairy tale he read. Of the princess and the true love's kiss. Nonsense, he said.

We dream to be everything, to have everything, to achieve everything! then after a while, all the 'everything' turns into 'nothing'. Right after we think 'all these stuffs are nonsense. ' just like how Shrek thought.

Somehow, Shrek did focus on to have his own swamp. But with the order from F-furt 'King', his swamp was 'intruded' by other fairy tale creatures, which make him angry. Well, ogre lives alone. Starting from that, to get back his swamp, he took the challenge to save  Princess Fiona. Even he didnt know much yet the obstacles he might face in front.

but for the sake of his swamp, he managed to save the princess. In addition, without he realized he also found his true love; although he never thought of that. The most important is, that nonsense thing he laughed before turned into reality.

As simple as that. So... conclusion?

RULE 1. Turn your dreams into vision. Like Shrek dreamed to have his own swamp.

RULE 2. Focus. Even Shrek didn't know how the future was planned, he kept moving on to achieve his dream.

RULE 3 : Persistent. Although Shrek faced hurdles in the middle of his journey, he didnt give in. You know why? because he knew what he wanted.

RULE 4 : Find morale support. Like how Donkey did to Shrek. He's totally annoying, but Donkey is the one who showed Shrek ways. Way to achieve dreams, way to laugh, way to appreciate each other. Way to feel like you definitely have someone to lean on, to cry for. Not?

RULE 5 : Keep believe. Just like how Shrek truly believed himself, in the end he got more than what he wanted, definitely.

So What is your vision?